https://sn.1w6.org/file/arunisaac-20190724T113121-ycr6qvp.html
Exactly! When you are an atheist long enough, you stop thinking about god. You don't think of him even when you're in trouble. You don't worry about whether you might be wrong and god might exist, and you might go to hell after all. You don't obsess over god's non-existence being unprovable. You don't engage with believers trying to convince them they are mistaken. You just don't care anymore.